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| Fiesta |
[16 Jul 2005|05:49pm] |
Last night I was sooooooo freakin pissed! I actually cried because I was so pissed, and I couldn't do anything about it. Last night sean sprayed me with vinegar stuff that my dad used to clean the windows with. I had to take a shower and everything, and his mom didn't do anything about it. That wasn't even the beginning, all freakin day he was being an asshole and got everything yesterday. I can't believe that kid didn't get a wooping. gotta go
peace out
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[09 Jul 2005|08:18pm] |
Ok never mind.....
Well here it is.
Hey, %n! Check me out on MySpace!
peace out
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| Born on the 4th of July |
[04 Jul 2005|08:15am] |
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"Pardon me while I burst, into flames..."
It's the 4th baby! I highly enjoy this day, mainly because fireworks kick major pu-tang. Oh and we went to on of those road side venders for fireworks and got like 50 of the ones that we wanted for less than the ones at Wal*Mart for more and the ones that we have to get.
Carrizozo has this show over here and it is pretty awsome, they have it better than Albuquerque because they it's darker here and not more than like a 1,000 people are lighting it at the same time, so you can actually see those babies glow to their full effect.
Last night I went with my dad to work. He is a county deputy and he goes all over Lincon County, but last night we just stayed at a rodeo in Capitan. I thought that was boring, except my dad's co-officers and the bull rides. They are like a little mild "Jackass" movie, except they get paid only if they win, and they it's alittle less funnier. Then they had a dance. Man there are alot of hot sexy cowboys that I'd like to ride!....I mean ride with.
It does pays to have a dad as a cop, because we got to go on a high speed chase. Last night my dad had to go to a call at this ranch, saying that they had a suspicous character on there private property. So we speed from a place where my dad had to get his partner dinner to that place. Then we left, seeing that there was nothing to worry about. We headed to the dance again, and then we went back to that area where the call was because another deputy who lives around there notice things that weren't there the previous night. It was awsome, we had the lights on for like 40 miles. Last night we left the house at 7:20pm and got home at 2:00pm, then my dad had to get up at like 7:00 because he had to go in at 8:00am.
I hope all you guys have a great 4th of July, I'll be home in a week. For sure! I can't wait I need to relax from this stress that I have been going through.
Peacout \/m
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| Bye Iris |
[25 Jun 2005|09:50pm] |
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Last night I talked to Iris, it made me feel even more home sick. Her, Adriel, Carla, Katie, and Laney went to Illinois today for Nationals, I wanna be there sooooo bad. I wish that I could go right now and be like, "Lany couldn't make it"-smile-. Just Kidding!
Last night or this morning Sean had to wake up the whole house with his crying, I was so pissed off, I have to share a room with him, he has to make everyone feel his pain. Gosh I was so annoyed today and tired of his like "everyone feel sorry for me" type of thing it buggs. And then he goes and acts like a total jerk to everyone and wonders why he gets beat like he does. His wisdom teeth are coming in and I do feel sorry for him and like he had a fever but I was just like, "you deserved it!" That is harse but I am really just tired of that stuff that he pulls.
I really am counting down the days that I get to go home, I am so home sick it kills. I am really excited to see everyone and I really wanna get together with my budds. I am so lonely here that I am just going to listen in on other peoples conversations and get into it and pertend that they know me. Just kidding. I noticed that no body I mean NO one talks like Nepolean Dynamite, I feel so out of place, and no one laughs at the things that I think are funny like Pie I love pie.
Hey has anyone heard from Jackie? I am worried about her. I hope that you are better.
I miss my Incubus DVD, I really wanna see the "A Certain Shade Of Green" video. But at least I have the FUSE, I love that channel. Oh well, hey does any one wanna come over here for the 4th of July, they have an awsome fireworks show and I don't wanna be walking around all my lonesome. Oh well.
Peace out.
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| Baseball |
[17 Jun 2005|06:37pm] |
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Another one of Sean's games are today, I hope that they win this time. I'm helping keep score, which shouldn't be too hard. I just need to have it shown to me, plus I'm good at math which I think that it requires that. Sean's going to go spend time with his dad which I hope that he has fun! Now I'm wondering what I'm going to do with my dad. Oh well.....
Peace out\/m
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| the jury |
[13 Jun 2005|03:53pm] |
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MICHEAL JACKSON IS INNOCENT
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| Me loves my new icon |
[07 Jun 2005|08:54pm] |
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awwwwwww brandon boyd!
Now who thinks this beast is sexy, say I.
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| Cutie (con't) |
[03 Jun 2005|06:09pm] |
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Well we went to the local pool, which is just across the street. Sweet deal. When we went there I noticed the cutie's car. He was there swimming, nice. But what sucks is that I'm not that pretty. I think that he was checking out these girls that were in their bikinis, I wish that I was thinner. Oh well, my step mom was like, "see the way that he's acting it's just telling you 'I am interested now look at me!'" He was just talking and jumping in the pool, and just totally checking me out but that doesn't mean that he's interested. I wish, not really. But that would be cool if I could have a decent relationship with someone for more than 2 monthes than I wish. But it would just nice to have a friend than my family for a change. The neighbor girls wouldn't even talk to me I felt so anti-social, so much for that "social butterfly" thing. They were the girls in bikinis and I would just feel like a total loser going over there and say "hi I want to be your friend so that the cute guy would check me out too."-smile-. Not really.
My bro is sick, he has a high fever, and I hope that he gets better. gotta go
peace out
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| sometimes clueless |
[31 May 2005|10:35pm] |
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sorry sorry if I offened anyone of butted into any ones business. But if I did then please tell me. I'm sorry.
Just saw Electra, got confused again. I am not loaded with music videos and am totally draoned, need music, I neeed it!!!!
Every teen over here gets drunk or something, it's like they have nothing to do so they play with the beast in the bottle. I have nothing to do so I see their pain, it is worse than Albuquerque. I feel totally brain dead, and I read that book, am totally in love with it. I love the whole husband messed up and then realized mistake and then sacrifices for the sin. ok.
Well sorry again if I made somebody feel bad.
Peace out.
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| White Noise |
[31 May 2005|06:21pm] |
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Ok I just saw white noise and I have no cluse what it was about. Does any body if ya do please explain. Please
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| Echo |
[30 May 2005|01:22pm] |
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Echo
There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight
My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear...something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
There's something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
More subtle than something, someone contrives
Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing
Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear...something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
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| "You can't break a brocken man" |
[24 Mar 2005|09:06pm] |
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Today was fun. We went to Roswell and went shopping(!) again, I know AGAIN! I love getting new clothes, and when I get back I get to shopping again. Flippin sweet! I totally beat my dad at "slug bug", I rule at that game. Everyone else was feeling sorry for him, but that doesn't change my kicking his ass! "You can't break a brocken man!"
I found out that I won't get a car until the summer, how sad. But at least I'm getting a car. My dad said that I'm getting a 1986 Mustang, but that's if I like it. But if it runs then I'll like it. It's red that's a pretty pimp color for a car. But it's said that it needs alot, alot of work, like it needs a feakin window. Oh well I like it already!
I get back on Saturday, so I get to see you guys. Tomorrow I might go to work with my dad, or I might go to Alamo and watch the Pacifier, which looks quite awsome. Me and Iris are thinking of going to the movies when I get back like on Saturday night. So if anyone is intersted then we will call you. So I'll see you guys later, I need to take a shower. Peace Out homie g's
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| Nathan |
[22 Mar 2005|04:37pm] |
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I think that my little bro Nathan is the shizz-nits. He is soo awsome, to day we went to the mall in Alamo and he was beating the crap out of me. But he's cute, so I forgive him. Last night he was playing with his gameboy and my stepmom was like "you'd better put your game away before daddy spanks your hand again," and he said "I'll kick daddy's ass, I'm strong." Well I have some more training bye
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[28 Feb 2005|09:54pm] |
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Yeah I am just so lost right now. I don't even know whats going to happen to my mom and me. We are just hanging by a rope. Man I hate my mom just so bad, she never really gets anything, I mean that sounds something that a teenager would say and it is. But really my mom doesn't have a clue. I know that she is an Asain lady whos secound language is English but honestly, she doesn't want to learn from someone that is younger, and that is her problem. She's grown up thinking that she's always right and when she's wrong she blams it on ignorance and it's like "your not ignorant you just a bitch who doesn't want to listen." She bitches all the time, like all the time and it's like "what the fuck am I supposed to do?" And when I do things out of the kindness of my heart, its like I don't get a thank you, I get "oh well you owe me anyways." I get so mad that I just cry because I can't argue with her, though some times I just want to blow. I know that she gave me my life and indured certain amount of hours though pain so that I could be here, but I think that shes payed me back in full and then some. I also believe that she's by-ploar, she's never been to a psychiatrist and I think that she should so that maybe they could give her some thing to stop that incesent bitching. I just pray that when I get older that I won't be like her, I want to be like my dad, a good person. You may think that my mom is a nice person, just wait till you've lived with her, or just been around her for more than a minute. Beleive me.
I was supposed to get my license today, but I couldn't and those bastard people at the Rio Bravo MVD lied to me and said that I had to schedule an appoitment and that they were the only ones who were cheap that were open for the next week. That's nice but I kinda want it now, plus my mom is going to be working soon so I kinda need it now too. I hate this and I think that when I get my license I won't even have my freedom still, I just want to be able to walk out if I felt like it. Like when my moms boyfriend is here I could go to my grandma's or something, just out.
I am just in a bad mood, I hate it. My grandma is leaving to the Phillipines on Thursday and I won't get to see her off. I am soo mad. My grandma is so cool she should just stay here, she doesn't need to go back. It's better here for her anyways and we(the grand kids) don't want her to leave. She just has this thing about her that makes everyone love her. She is also one of the few people that can make anyone stop crying, like my baby cousin Josiah. She sings something that makes everything better, it's not pretty or anything it's just we all are so use to it. I kinda feel bad too, mainly because everyone wants me to go "home" (Phillipines). And it's like I live here, I am not from there I was born here. But everyone wants me to call it "home" like I have a condo up there or something. I don't think that I'm ever going to go back. They want me to go after I graduate and I nod my head but I keep thinking "NO". I have alot of stuff to do after I graduate like start college, find a place to live, and find a job. Don't get me wrong the Phillipines is a beautiful place and getting better (so I hear), but I don't think that that is one of my places that is one my list of places to go. I'd rather go to Europe or Austrailia. Now if I go to these places and not where my family wants me to then I have lost my Phillipine heretige. Meaning that I'd rather have something else than what matters. Which it doesn't really matter to me. I've already been to the Phillipines and why the hell would I go some place that I've already been that some place that is new and exciting. Gosh!
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| feeling like tightly woven balls |
[22 Feb 2005|05:31pm] |
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I am so tired of this crap, I just wanna know, gosh! I hate feeling this way. And I hate feeling like a love sick puppy! Gosh why can't this whole thing just happen! Please! I can't think of anything else, like "I wonder if he'll like this song, he'd better, this song kicks ass" and more than likely he's never heard it! bitch bitch fuck fuck bitch motherbitchingfuckers!!!!! maybe I should just take a long walk and cold- freezing shower! bitch. And this fucking music! there's nothing there that doesn't remind me of him, bitch!!!!!
And these fucking people who call my cell phone they keep on calling the wrong number. I now know some girl anna has missed a month's worth of dance class, "no I'm not anna nor have I ever associated with that person." "Oh, I just wanted to tell her that she has missed a month's worth of dance class." "I don't give a fuck, I don't know who this girl is." God just share information with a person that have know clue who the person you are refering to is! Gosh Idiots! I feeling like a real idiot, I need to think of something that doen't relate to him, clowns! He would look good as a clown, bitch! people I need something, give me anything, advice, a good kick in the ass, anything! I really need to go and scream into a pillow right now. please think of anything! anything!!!!
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| MOck Trial (fucked me in my own way!!) |
[21 Feb 2005|08:38am] |
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GOSH!! Idiot!!
Ok I was so mad yesterday we didn't get any awards for Mock Trial, I mostly disapointed that Tyrus didn't get the best Micky Finn Award. And Cibolia won, we so should go and tag there school whose with me, and if your not, fine. We dont even think that we are going to make it to state though I think that we should, those bastards! Gosh!
It was still very fun though, I am like so in love with adriel now that I can't really get him out of my mind. This is the part of likeing somebody that I hate, you like them so much yet they don't really notice. I mean every one noticed and made it so obvious that I would be so surprised if he doesn't know. Not like it really matters, gosh, I just wish that I could just go you are a " hot sexy biatch", wanna go out. And then he would go, "well your a hot sexy biatch too, so YEAH!" It's not just that I mean when pigs fly and we ever go out every girl that likes him will hate me, really bad and that's like half of the girls. But I really like him for him, I mean he is a hot sexy biatch but so are a lot a guys. It's manly the things that make him a hot sexy biatch that I like. He is really funny and I really love guys who make me laugh, like James Morrow. Plus he's like everything that I like in a guy, he can draw, act, drive, play an instrument, and look really good. I went a place to eat that I was supossed to go with my ex-boyfriend (Gabriel) on our first real date. Me and Gabriel went out for almost two years and me and adriel are not going out and we went yesterday. We were with people so that didn't make it very nice. But I have just been thinking of this place like the romantic spot and it sucked. Man I just wish that something would just happen, gosh!
Well off this subject for a while. We are the most spirited school ever and I think that you guys should be proud of us, I mean we don't win shit but we go down really good. At the compitition yesterday we were waiting to see the results, being people who can stay in one place we played our senate games. We played "ride that pony","Littile Suzy Walker","Chity,Chity, Bang Bang", and "Big Booty". We got other schools to do it, we rock. We also got kicked out,so we played out side. A big finger to the court house security. Man I wish that You were all there. Espeacially Ben, YOU should have been their I think that I would have been even better. Love you much Ben!
Man I loved this weekend yeah I totally got to spent it with my crush so I am totally happy! Join Mock Trial next year do it! Bye and maybe we will win something next time.
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| horray |
[03 Feb 2005|05:37pm] |
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Yeah I'm so happy. This Sunday my dad is coming, and if you guys don't know I like my dad. Man my dad is so much fun, hopfully that we will be able to eat at the Outback, yeah baby.
yeah out Mock Trail discrimage is tomorrow I really don't want to go at all but I guess that it will be ok, as long as Jesus doesn't ask those dumb questions which even Larry thought were dumb. Yes Jesus, Larry! You also spelled alot of things wrong in those questions you asked me! Another thing is that my name is Jamie Gumm not Mickey Finn. You could also just put cop, nothing fancy like "civil servant"! Damn.
Ok, moving on. Well yeah that girl that my mom if foster caring really got me mad, if my mom wasn't getting paid to watch her I'd beat the bitch down! She got told off by her case worker anyway. But she still talks to me about thing that I think are really dumb. Sometimes I wish that I could just tell her. Another thing is that she always has to get in people's business, like when I'm talking to my mom she has to answer. I feel like saying "are you in this biatch!!!"
Sorry. I'm just alittle bit mad, I'm still kicking myself for not getting closer to the guy that I like. Maybe I should just let it go, get over it. I don't wanna try too hard and seem pushy and be like um, cough*laney*cough. I don't know, man I wish this was easier like I can go up to him and be like "I think that your hot sexy sweet," but I think that it just doesn't work like that. That would be pretty tight. Man maybe I'll just see what happens.
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| 16 candles |
[02 Feb 2005|09:29pm] |
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16 candles
16 candles. yeah that's all I know to that song sorry. but I do know the Ana Nicole style of Happy Birthday. ok
happy birthday mr.- i mean mrs. presedent (top comes off)
happy birthday to you!!! (ooops there goes the panties)
ok maybe I don't know that song, oh well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESIREE!!!!!! YOU ROCK BIATCH!!!!!!
ok I'm done.
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| "i dont have a cell phone, honest!" |
[30 Jan 2005|01:50pm] |
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Ok this was so 2 days ago, but still a classic. On Wednsday 19,2005 the Mock Trail group had to meet at a court house downtown. If your like me you'll think that downtown is adventurous, but still a little creepy. We walked all the way around the fuck-in building when we didn't have to. To make the matters sound worse we had to down a dark alleyway. I was scared holding on to Ben, mainly because if I go down I'm so not going down alone, but knowing Ben he probably run, slow down, trip me to save himself, and then sprint(jk). And if you know me I'm short and I don't run very fast, shit I don't run at all.
Just to add the comedy and to point out my topic, we were done with the meeting and out side waiting for my mom. It was Katie, Ben, Mr. Kirker, Iris, and myself waiting on the corner of 4th and Gold. I was just about to pull out my cell phone to contact my mom when a guy (we suspect to be a druggie) asked if any of us had a cell phone. We all said no making ourself believable except for Ben. Well I guess he got the hint that none of us got had a cell phone, or realized that we didn't want him to use them, so he left. When he was a ways away my cell phone went off, I was so going to go "here Ben you forgot your cell phone" if that guy was still there. man that was a classic. well bye
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| beyond "grandma getting out of the bathtub" gross |
[28 Jan 2005|03:38pm] |
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hey everybody what up. it was an ok day, i found out something really nice. I'm supossedly compatable to the person that I like alot so thats good. hopefully that will come true, he is such a hottie.
ok just to talk about that grosser that grandma getting out of the bathtub thing just in case you didn't see or hear. well today me and ben went to the "sophmore" spot and hung out. well a gugglo had thrown-up when we had gotten there and well it wasn't a pretty site. and the next thing that happened to that unsitelly thing was something even more unsitelly, victor caldwell at compitition with alex l. ran over there picked up the vomit and eat it!!!!! oh man that's gross I couldn't even look at them. after that eveyone was throwing up. it was sooooo sick!! but i loved every moment of it. I give victor mad props for that even though it was seriously gross. just to give it a little visual it was pink and I was informed that it was 2 people's vomit. man that was sooooo cooool! i will never forget that at least not until somebody else eats 3 people's vomit. jk. bye
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